What am I afraid to tell you?
I’ve messed up my life more than you can imagine.
I am a Xanax addict. Through my addiction, I’ve hurt a lot of friends, lost a few, and caused many not to trust me.
I’ve stolen, lied, and gone to important events while high on Xanax.
Now, I am starting fresh. New apartment, new coping skills, new routines. A new season.
20 days sober. One day at a time.