i don’t even know.

Writing this post might make me cry.  I know that I mentioned before that I was sexually abused when I was younger. That, in itself is hard for me to admit. I do pretty well most of the time. I think, anyways.  Apparently, when I was a child, I shoved my hands through windows, shut […]

I feel like there’s been a weight lifted off my shoulders. I think my body thinks so too, or is starting feel the stress that I’ve been under. I have the worst headache right now. Right in the middle of my forehead, which I am pretty sure is a stress headache. Excedrin PM for me […]

Let the productivity begin!

I start school soon. On the 6th. I’m super nervous, mainly because I have a little motivation problem sometimes. And anxiety. The combination of those is basically one of the worst things to happen to any student.  Last year, I did mediocre in school, mainly because I skipped. A lot. It was a bad decision. I […]

…i’m just sayin’.

I have been so productive today. I have my good and bad days, like everyone, I suppose. But today, I have been on fire! I’m feeling much better physically today so I have been getting a lot done.  I….. went and got my blood drawn, did some smash booking, worked (I babysit the cutest kid), […]


Yesterday, I got sick. For the first time in a long time. Actually, I don’t know if you could even really call it “getting sick” but man, I felt sick. I slept kind of wacky the night before (ya know. Head propped up by 4 pillows, on your side, blankets strangling your legs. I woke […]

Hi World!

I want to start out by saying something weird. I know that it isn’t something that most people just start off their blog by saying, but I think its important because I plan on blogging about it quite frequently. Okay, are you ready? I was sexually abused as a kid. And guess what else? I’m […]